i feel like i should stop eating besides the basic .. && thats only because i dont want my mom to find out. .. hmm .. i think that sounds like a plan .. as of right now .. peace out unecessary crap .. weight loss begins .. right about .. now :)
ill keep posting .. gotta make sure i dont mess up again ! x3
Friday, 13 November 2009
soo i really havent had anything to write about .. but im just wondering .. probably the same thing girls everywhere have been pondering .. why the hell are guys such jerks !? .. seriously they play waaay to many games. i feel like i wear a sign on my forehead that says play me .. because i seem to always fall for the same type of guy over and over. the most recent .. seriously is it necessary to act like you really care .. like you really have feelings for someone .. then all of a sudden just drop someone .. like really !? .. sorry im just a tad bit aggrivated.. but whatever f u c k him .. ill deffinetly live lol ..
just a little venting . talk to me !
Sunday, 18 October 2009
heyy nothing really on my mind at the moment atleast worth writing about .. except that it is extremely way to cold way to fast ! .. ughh i hate the cold weather i should move to florida or somethingg .. yeaah that sounds good :) lol well im going mattress shoppingg .. in the rain woo friggenn hoooo .. well if i dont end up mattress shopping its cause we might have to take my mom to the hospital she has this hugee bump on her head and has been getting headaches .. and the bump hurts soo .. ill probably writee when i get home .. byee -imarisol.
Friday, 16 October 2009
heyy so i have had probablyy about idk maybe a gazillion xangas since i was in like 8th grade, && now ima highschool graduate for class of 2009 :) anyway .. im kinda just gonna write on here when i feel like i need someone to talk to .. im not the type of person who can really go and spill their brains out to their friends yeaah i talk to themm but sometimes i dont think they really care or understand. so maybe it will just be easier for me to let it out on here . who knowss its gotta be better than not saying it at all . well im home on a friday night . my mom and her girlfriend decided to move here after i graduated highschool .. && its completely different from where i lived before .. yeaah i like it but i mean i dont know anybody except familyy && i know this is not the best thing to say but my family is . poin blank embarassing . lol .. well atleast on my moms side except for one aunt who is amazing. on my dads side theirs just to much, their is my stepmom who attempts to control my life whichever way she can which has me stuck working for girlscouts. yeaah its a job and i need money the thing is i have to travel from schools in a area which i have absolutely no idea where i am going at all. whateverr i guess i will figure it out eventually. right? lol . well what else is there .. i think she secretly is angry that im not more like my 'cousin' the pageant princess and tiny figured pretty girl . stepmom is more of the type of woman who like they say 'likes to keep up with the jones' just ask anyone in the family. well im gonna go facebook & explore xanga .. lol .. dont reallyy have anything to write about for noww .. just give me a littlee while & who knows maybe the mind will wander .. dont knwo if i spelled that right .. oh well.. comment me .. lets taalk. get to knoww each otherr . - imarisol.
heyy , new xanga. somewhere i can just say what i wanna say without worrying who im hurting or who is reading. wanna know me just talk to me. imaa pretty cool person :)
